BELIEVE/ DONT BELIEVE

Don’t believe u identified me in any kind of way

Don’t believe u have a tiny idea of who I could be

Don’t believe because I made mistakes, I am the bad one & don’t believe because I help people, I am the good one neither

Don’t believe because u saw me acting like shit once, I am not thriving now & don’t believe because I know success, it will last forever

Don’t believe because u saw me cry yesterday, I am not singing today & don’t believe because u saw me smiling last week, I am not at rage today

Don’t believe because I lied to u once, I am not on my path of Truth & don’t believe because I practice honesty, I don’t fail sometimes neither

Don’t believe because I was mad at u yesterday, I still am today & don’t believe because I was in love with u, I am not at war with u today neither

Don’t believe because I acted like a drama queen for a while, I am not laughing at it now

Don’t believe because u saw me complaining I don’t go each night to bed with infinite gratitude for my life

Don’t believe because u see me smile, I am not crying alone like a little abandoned child some days neither

Don’t believe because u see me tough, rebellious & strong, I am not also fragile or broken into pieces

Don’t believe because I got hurt by u, I am not grateful for all that it taught meDon’t believe because I look like a mess sometimes, I am not happy as hell

Don’t believe because I can look crazy, I am not extremely wise & don’t believe because I can look wise, I am not reaching the top 1 of madness

Don’t believe because I allow myself to be free, I am not working hard on removing patterns

Don’t believe because I look angelic, I don’t have a dirty mind & don’t believe because I experienced dirt, I am not in a place of Heave

Don’t believe I am not aware & sorry for my sins & don’t believe I am not aware of my glory neither

Dont believe I know anything more than u do & dont believe there is any reason for that text To be written, as there is no real reason for u to do what u do now neither

Dont believe I play the smart because the more I know the less I do

Basically don't believe anything of me because there is nothing to believe in

Don't try to figure anything out because there is nothing to figure out

Don't believe I even exist, because this is just an idea, a vague projection that u have in ur mind

But don't believe I take or ever took myself seriously either, because I absolutely don't

Believe that I am writing from that place, beyond time, beyond space, beyond stores & thoughts, beyond breath, that place in my heart, where the only universal Truth resides, that place of joy, infinite Love & peace, where I am & we all are already dead

Believe that I got invited by the Divine to live this life, this beautiful & painful lie, same as u & believe that I bow in humble reverence in front of such genius miracle

Believe I know this is just a game

Believe that whatever happens, I love u cause u are me

The Mirror of Yourself

THE CHOSEN ROAD

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

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Hating is for the weak. Dare loving

THE CALL OF MY HEART

My feelings made me travel the world & dive deep within myself, meeting hundreds of galaxies & different worlds, jumping everyday in an Unknown I love to explore, where I keep on falling & rebirthing again & again.

Because how could I ever know the steps of a dance that has never been danced before me? How could I know the way of a path that hasn't been walked on before?

I never wanted the safety everybody chase because of fear. I want the fear that comes from real Living.

I have known longing in my bones for places I’ve never been & people I’ve never met.

I've fallen in love with strangers, in the split second that our eyes met, as we passed each other by. I have felt my heart break into a million tiny shards, sent skyward, scattered by the wind of unspoken words, and I have stitched it softly back together, over & over again.

I have let passion bring me to my knees, its hungry fire burning and ravaging the forests of my heart. I have stared deep into the abyss of my own emptiness, and filled it with wine and scribbled notes, written in the ink of my soul.

I have let oceans cascade down my cheeks, cleansing and healing me with their warm, salty tidal waves of release. I have been lit up with an iridescence that has shone from every pore, and I’ve discovered dark, sacred corners of myself, piled high with old fears and wounds, like dusty bones.

I’ve danced all night with my shadows, & I’ve set the world on fire with the determination of my spirit. I’ve felt the collective suffering of every being that has ever lived, and I have known the silent peace found in the stillness of old forests.

I’ve held the world to my chest and cried for it; loved it, laughed with it, and felt lost within it, all at once.

I have felt the burning stab of rejection by not being seen or heard, and I have responded by expanding my heart to embrace the universe and all the stars. I have known infinite freedom beyond fear, and I have wrestled wolves of self-doubt to the death.

I have breathed in the world and all its innocent magic, with delicate tenderness. I have swum in seas of Love, so deep and so wild that I nearly drowned.

Me, Forever Undone.

YOGA IS POWERFUL

I find it always cute when people compare or define yoga like a type of sport or some kind of weird stretching

I’ve lived experiences of love & ecstatic bliss into my daily practice, living as if the whole life was a beautiful love story between me & the universe

Infinite tears of joy & gratefulness, inner orgasmic explosion of LOVE

Intense experiences that can’t live u unchanged ‘cause its makes you FEEL with no word nor any rational understanding who u really are, underneath all the layers of ur conditionings

& this is priceless

Yoga is taking you back to truth, where u feel the connection with all living creatures, when ur breath becomes a conversation between ur inner world & the outer world

Brings u to Oneness, to the origin of the origin, everything becomes a relationship, with people, things, situations, circumstances, places, e-motions

It brings grace, magic, infinite depth to ur life

Life becomes a poem, a constant dialogue with the Divine, an everyday miracle that changes form endlessly, where joy is found in the ungraspable, where all ranges of feelings, from the most horrible to the most beautiful one, become music, a song, a concerto, a masterpiece

Life becomes ETERNAL

Time disappears, rules, laws, belief systems, everything, one by one, disappears, living u free like the wind

Free to create the life U want as U want

It will give ur life of BEINGNESS & not of DOIGNESS anymore. It will bring u back to yourself, NATURE

This is the most epic & exquisite experience a human being can live: HEAVEN

Yet,

YOGA IS ALSO GONNA RUIN UR LIFE

It’s going to destroy, one by one, all ur illusions, it will smash everything u THOUGHT u wanted or needed. It will take u away of fake people, it will teach u unpleasant lessons to show u the way, it will mirror u the light & darkness that u are, destroying everything u are not & leave u with the only truth, u breath, the loving heart interconnected is to the whole

As already repeated thousand of times: Freedom isn’t for anyone, it is a choice, it’s IN ur Body

Truth doesn’t fall from the sky, it’s a quest �

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THE ILLUSION

If u awaken from this Illusion, u’ ll understand black implies white, saint implies sinner, Life implies death, or should I say death implies life, self implies others

U can feel yourself, not at as a stranger in the world, not as something here on probation, u can feel yourself, not as something that has arrived by meer coincidence, u can feel ur own personal existence as absolutely fundamental

I m not willing to sell u an idea, in the sense of converting u in something new, but in suggesting an idea, a billions of possibilities, nothing to prove there, yet again, suggesting infinite possibilities of life to think about at the very same time

Let’s suppose u were able to dream, every night anything u wanted to dream about & that u could find the power to, within one night, dream 75 years of total pleasure each time, infinite lives in one, or any length of time that u want & u would naturally begin to fulfill all ur wishes

You would have every kind of pleasure & after several nights, of 75 years each, u would say « wow that was pretty great! »

Let’s have a surprise then, let’s have a dream that is out of any control, « well something is gonna happen to me, that I don’t know what it’s gonna be »

« And I would doubt & be confused in saying: oh lord, that was super closed to it », then u would get more & more adventurous & u would make more & more gambles of what u would dream and finally…:

YOU WOULD DREAM WHERE YOU ARE NOW

You would dream the dream of living the life u are living today, that would be within the infinite multiplicities of choices u would have, of playing that you weren’t god

Because the whole nature of the god play is to play he is not

That deep down we are all the Self, pretending we are not

Hope u got it same as me & f***** enjoy then ;)

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"The only thing you need to learn is that you already are what you are seeking to attain. »

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Because we tend to believe states last forever, states are only states, same as thoughts look like clouds passing by into our mind,

For whatever happens, « love beyond measure », cause it’s the only thing that will keep u alive over the time.

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You can bend but never break me. Cause it only serves to make me more determined to achieve my final goal

WHAT IS POISONING US, PART 1

As a matter of fact,

Don’t believe u’re only poisoning yourself by some food or medication

This is way too superficial as a statement

The body functions most importantly by its nervous system & the hormonal system

U can eat all the veggies u want, but if u have any kind of anxiety or stress, u push the sympathetic system to be activated, therefore the cortisol level in ur own body & it will generate toxins in it

Yet u can find a way to master yourself by activating the para-sympathetic system by ur own, by doubling ur exhalation, in order to come back to ur balance

Ur lies will disturb ur nervous system too, cause ur own consciousness will go under a certain stress, wether u’re aware of it or not

So for u’re own health, better for u to not lie in order to keep this right balance between sympathetic system & parasympathetic system

Denying ur own emotions & putting them in a closet, will increase ur anxiety on the long term or make u have panick attacks

Why? Because u DIDNT put them in a closet, those emotions are STUCK in ur body

Accumulate them & all the energitical canals of ur body will be obstructed

As a result: physical pain, numbness, medication treatments same as benzo or anti-depressors (that will add toxins in ur liver), to treat those symptoms, avoiding to look at the cause:

U didn't express yourself, u didn't allow yourself to be sad, to cry, to laugh, to have internal orgasms, to FEEL anything

Tam yourself & u’ll be the one suffering the most in SO many different ways

We say that ur body speaks to u, it does. It's a reflection of ur own soul

I m not interested in « wouhou » things, I analyze the psyche & the body all day long for years now

If ur little finger suffer, U suffer, ur own soul is

Remember ur body is ur subconscious mind

What can possibly disturb ur nervous & hormonal system too?

Ur surrounding.

Ur state is the result of the 5 people with whom u’re having a human interaction everyday

If the people around u don't act in a way that brings u peace, if the relationships are toxic AF, ur whole nervous system will break down

Choose wisely ur surrounding

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WHAT IS POISONING US, PART 2

Lack of sleep, sleeping arrange ur thoughts & make u go in dreams. Do u listen to the messages it sends u? Dreams give u plenty of informations & SO many answers

Do u believe in ur subconscious mind? Are u able to trust enough ur instinct, guts & body, listen to what it has to say or do u TAM it, using ur rational mind by lying to yourself?

Are u stealing? Ideas or material things to someone?

Do u manipulate another or do u allow anyone to manipulate u? If u do, u don’t respect one of the most important universal law:

Your or an other one’s integrity

This betrayal towards yourself will create a ROLLER COASTER in ur emotions, therefore will fuck up ur way to breathe properly, therefore will screw ur nervous & hormonal system

U want peace? U want to walk straight?

Yes eat alcaline food (an acidic body will have a bad impact on ur brain & organs, especially the porosity of ur intestine system that is working together with all parts of ur brain), yes avoid eating animals cause u re eating the energy they had at their death, which is fear & suffering as a majority of times in our so beautiful fucked up system, yes avoid sugar, cause the amount of glutamate in ur brain will lead u to the incapacity to think properly, with a huge lack of clarity,

Yes train & keep ur body always in movement for the blood flow & allow all e-motions to move correctly,

But put aside ur own emotions, try to not listen to them, try to trick universal laws in hurting yourself or an other, try to show to the world how great u are in order to be loved & accepted, hiding ur true self at the same time,

& u ll be as intoxicated as a person addicted to drugs of any kind

U’re judging them? They found a way to silence their pain, in the same way u do it in ur everyday life, yet they just chose an other way.

Fact is, we all want peace & come back to oneness

So stop judging, stop using ur finger to point an other & look what is happening in ur own self, why U didn’t find peace & true happiness within yourself neither

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« I am always doing what I cannot do yet, in order to learn how to do it. »

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WHAT IS LOVE

In a fleeting moment, love arrives like lightning, intense and blinding.

It’s the breath you didn’t know you held, the jolt that wakes you when you’re already awake.

In that split second, love is all fire, consuming, sparking at the edge of everything you are.

It’s a whispered truth, searing and secret, spoken between a look, a touch, or the glint of a shared smile.

This love, quick as it may come, is endless in its surge, each heartbeat pounding with all the weight of lifetimes that might have been.

For that instant, it feels boundless, like it could fill the world.

Yet, there is love that deepens through days, the kind that settles like soil around roots, quiet but immovable.

This love is the hand that reaches in the night, seeking yours instinctively.

It is steady, rhythmic, and woven into the minutes, the hours, the days stacked together like stones forming a wall that nothing can topple.

This love has no need to declare itself with thunder; it is the gentle echo in the background of every sunrise and every sigh.

It becomes the pulse of two hearts synchronizing over time, the calm certainty beneath every joy, every sorrow, every silence shared.

So is there a difference in intensity? Perhaps.

But intensity isn’t always measured in the heat of the moment or the grandeur of a gesture.

Sometimes it’s in the quiet resilience, the soft persistence. Love, whether it’s a spark or a steady glow, leaves an imprint, one fierce and unforgettable, the other enduring and complete.

Both are fierce in their way; both take us beyond ourselves. »

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