FANATIC OF FREEDOM

In modern days, same as Shakespeare, I m a ghostwriter

Writing about all the misconceived emotions

because my mind hasn’t make a sense

to my 5 senses

So understand that I never had intentions

about coming back to life, when in my head

high, I forget that I, tend to play dead so l,

find myself playing charades with strangers,

trying to amuse & enternain the crowd

I can be ur clown for an other round, if u want, but watch out,

Ur thoughts have been unattended, just

for a second, & I promise u, self

destruction has never felt so comfortable

I find comfort into my imagination

A safe heaven, a replacement for awkward

conversations, I see, pirates on a train,

hiding treasures beneath the sands,

I m Alice in Wonderland & so

forgive me if I feel safe here, dear

Because, it isn’t u, it’s me

Multiple thoughts are suddenly

seducing, this is mental polygamy

as it’s best,

Where rest is forbidden, I dream

where the wild things are

Where going to sleep is like a

green to ur dreams, being

linched after dark

I wished my mind pace was more

patient, less audacious, more

peaceful, less invasive,

Let’s face it, concentration will

escape the second we’re face to

face

I wished me, myself & I were

more acquainted

But neither one of us is ready to

initiate the mediation u see,

Patience & meditations seem far

fetched

I m simply displaced. Not

detached

There s a difference

For instance,

24/7, three perspectives possess

my attention so answering any

questions, like « what’s on ur

mind?’

Makes me nauseous. I fall into

exaustion

Struggling to find answers so I can

litterally taste the words « nothing,

I m absolutely fine »

Regurgitate & become a

professional dancer rehearsing on

my tong, a job will be done & « the show must go

on »

Watching witches about my potential, as if

angels weren't convincing enough

This light of mine,

Is a canteen

SO PLEASE

Pour me a glass of whatever u

have as we discuss how Edgar Poe

& Van Gogh appear to the masses

Maybe then u d understand my

absence

Silence. Key of how I keep

a peace of mind,

But keep in mind that a penny for

Ur thoughts couldn't buy a

piece of mine

Yet I only think up loud

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