NUDE

Me: "Will you force me for sending nudes? "

He: "Yes I will. But not of your body, I wanna see your soul naked like it was before these scars were made. I want to know your darkest secrets. I want to know your wildest, dirtiest fantasies, your crazy dreams, your inappropriate thoughts. I want to know your deepest wound, I want to see the weird you, the wild you, the indecent you, the real you. I want you to talk about everything you have been through. I want to know your fears & what makes you cry & what excites your spirit. I want our souls to be naked in front of each other. For real. With no mask. With no weapon, with no walls. Vulnerable, raw & beautiful

It' easy to take off clothes and have sex. People do it all the time. It's easy to see a body naked, people are naked everywhere. But Opening up your Soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, heart, mind, thoughts, fears, hopes, fantasies, dreams, that's the big step. The step to trust

When the inner demons and NOT the hypocrite appearance nor the fake domesticated self, can dance together freely... that is what being truly Naked means.

And when such bond is created then you can talk about true Intimacy

When this intimacy comes at its end. It hurts. It hurts because it was real. It was SO fucking real you can't imagine coming back to the illusion. It hurts because you grow. It hurts so much, you feel the ground is opening under your feet. It hurts because your heart, cracked in billions pieces, opens up to the paradoxal Beauty of the Universe

Grieving is painful & beautiful

You see a part of you dying & still have in mind a chapter that will stay forever in your heart.

Because when two souls melt in each other's for real, they reach an other dimension: the dimension of true Love. The Ultimate.

It can last a week, a month, a year, 10 years, a lifetime

Whatever

LOVE KNOWS NO TIME NOR SPACE

It just stays within u forever

"Into Me I see"

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